I want to be so mad at you, 2020. You know why!!!!
But every time I try, I just stand here in disbelief. In deep awareness.
My heart has broken more than once. I see what’s happening around me and yet, inside, I feel the alignment of the deep dive, of the journey -
because of the PAUSE.
because of the UNREST.
because of the BATTLES.
because of the DIVISION.
because of the BURNING.
because of the LOSS.
I want to be pissed. How can I when the heartbreak is disguised as a my heart cracking open?
And I know…
In September 2016, my business and life changed when I allowed myself to accept my truth.
My life was on track. I’d opened a business with a friend, I was building my coaching business on the side and I’d hired a book coach so I could finally write and publish my first book.
Despite all the good, I was sitting in meditation one morning and tears began to pool in my eyes. Slowly, one by one, they fell down my cheeks.
I didn’t know I was sad. I didn’t feel the heaviness in my heart until that moment. There was…
When I was in Italy this summer, I went to “see” the Shroud in Turin. I didn’t know what to expect, the Shroud is behind glass doors, in a climate controlled container. It wasn’t actually on display in the chapel.
I sat down with other visitors in the pews anyway, thankful for a break from the beating sun and heat of Italy in July.
I closed my eyes to tune in.
The Shroud is considered by many to be a holy object. I don’t practice a religion, I never have. For me God is in the trees, the water, the…
Former CEO of a $34M organization, author + certified coach. I help femxle leaders clear the shit that’s holding them back and master the inner game.